I can't believe it's less than two months before the semester ends. I thought I'll never do it, but way to go, I am at last very near it! You go, Jirl!
On another topic...
I am off to school in a little while to check my schedule of exams.
And also off to some places to look for a house for rent after school.
Yes, I am moving out.
Because I need to build a life of my own. Not under my parents' protection and care. Because I am no longer their only little girl who will continue to depend on them with every failure I make myself. I must learn to live on my own. I must learn to get by without their hands on me every time I stumble to the ground and am on my knees.
Besides, I am making my own family now. So, isn't it inappropriate for me to still shelter myself around my parents and brothers?
I am a little afraid, but hey! If others can, why can't I? I am also a little excited, but fear's a larger quantity of what's been creeping my thoughts since I've come to this HUGE decision.
But I know, I will learn. Maybe not from the start. But, eventually, I will be standing on my own two little, vulnerable feet. One person is guiding me, so at least, that helps me feel a little better.
Inshallah!
thanks!God bless!
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