So, is this blog back again? I really suck at finishing projects. But now that I am working from home, I am thinking of going back at it again. I miss writing!
Well, let's see how things go this time. Ciao!
June 25, 2020
July 16, 2014
NBO Global - Legazpi
I joined NBO Global on 3 July 2014, that's Thursday last week and the first day I started helping my friend, Rico, in the office (in short, he got me hired to assist in the operation of the branch center).
Prior to this, I was already decided to become a member and do the networking business again while working as a homebased freelancer. But when I got that call from him, I accepted the job offer right away although the rate he offered me was comparatively small, and leaving all plans of working at home via Virtual Assistant and/or Online Writing jobs on hold.
Why did I do that? Because after lots of researches done about this Company and its marketing strategy, I fell in love with it and I just had so much faith in the business that I thought I needed focus should I decided to venture into it. Being in the office, working as its staff, will just help me do that; so here, in this office managed by my friend, you would find me.
Now, as day by day transpires, I am really loving it: my job, the office environment, Rico and his wife, my co-staff, and all the people that keep coming in to bring their business with us.
The place is full of positivity, and if you know me, I love this industry so much because it is here where you would find mostly positively-motivated people. I love being surrounded with this kind of people. You would seldom find here people that would belittle your ambitions, your dreams. If any, they would be there to help you achieve those. That's what I love most about networking.
Of course, earning is another story. Who wouldn't love the potential of earning big? That's the bonus, I call it. And as I realized, it is really possible with NBO Global where it was not with the other networking company. NBO Global, if you want to earn without necessarily recruiting and selling just like me, is just perfect for you.
So, for those who are interested to join NBO-Global, why don't you send me a message and we will explain to you how its marketing strategy works and how you will earn from it. Please, don't be left behind. This is a money-back guarantee. And for the people whom I already talked about this opportunity, don't say I didn't tell you!
Prior to this, I was already decided to become a member and do the networking business again while working as a homebased freelancer. But when I got that call from him, I accepted the job offer right away although the rate he offered me was comparatively small, and leaving all plans of working at home via Virtual Assistant and/or Online Writing jobs on hold.
Why did I do that? Because after lots of researches done about this Company and its marketing strategy, I fell in love with it and I just had so much faith in the business that I thought I needed focus should I decided to venture into it. Being in the office, working as its staff, will just help me do that; so here, in this office managed by my friend, you would find me.
Now, as day by day transpires, I am really loving it: my job, the office environment, Rico and his wife, my co-staff, and all the people that keep coming in to bring their business with us.
The place is full of positivity, and if you know me, I love this industry so much because it is here where you would find mostly positively-motivated people. I love being surrounded with this kind of people. You would seldom find here people that would belittle your ambitions, your dreams. If any, they would be there to help you achieve those. That's what I love most about networking.
Of course, earning is another story. Who wouldn't love the potential of earning big? That's the bonus, I call it. And as I realized, it is really possible with NBO Global where it was not with the other networking company. NBO Global, if you want to earn without necessarily recruiting and selling just like me, is just perfect for you.
So, for those who are interested to join NBO-Global, why don't you send me a message and we will explain to you how its marketing strategy works and how you will earn from it. Please, don't be left behind. This is a money-back guarantee. And for the people whom I already talked about this opportunity, don't say I didn't tell you!
July 7, 2014
Diversion of Career
The main reason why I resurrected this blog was because I wanted to
document my journey towards achieving my lifelong goals and visions
particularly my self-entrepreneurial business plans. I have already talked in my previous
posts about my desire to resume my work-at-home online job to initiate these plans; however, due to some recent change of circumstances, I have decided to put my online virtual job journey on hold to give way to the call of networking industry.
I am not a newbie to this industry as I was part of Global Fusion Incorporated (or GFI) some four (4) years ago. To those who are familiar with the company, the most popular product at the time was the Lean and Fab slimming capsule. Now that I am no longer active, I know that they are currently marketing the equally popular, Aura Skin Nutrition System, a stem cell sort of beauty products.
Anyway, I was contacted by a good friend to join them in their networking business and offered to be part of the upcoming Grand Opening of the Legazpi Branch of the company. I had accepted and now I am looking forward to a productive business endeavor, if not for a lifelong term, at least for the years to come. I still had other more serious entrepreneurial plans to embark on and I am not permanently setting those aside; so this new business endeavor is merely one attempt to get that ball running.
I wish myself lots of luck for this. I knew I have it in me. It's just a matter of perfectly executing it one by one, tiny step after tiny step, to big leap after big leap. In God's perfect time!
I am not a newbie to this industry as I was part of Global Fusion Incorporated (or GFI) some four (4) years ago. To those who are familiar with the company, the most popular product at the time was the Lean and Fab slimming capsule. Now that I am no longer active, I know that they are currently marketing the equally popular, Aura Skin Nutrition System, a stem cell sort of beauty products.
Anyway, I was contacted by a good friend to join them in their networking business and offered to be part of the upcoming Grand Opening of the Legazpi Branch of the company. I had accepted and now I am looking forward to a productive business endeavor, if not for a lifelong term, at least for the years to come. I still had other more serious entrepreneurial plans to embark on and I am not permanently setting those aside; so this new business endeavor is merely one attempt to get that ball running.
I wish myself lots of luck for this. I knew I have it in me. It's just a matter of perfectly executing it one by one, tiny step after tiny step, to big leap after big leap. In God's perfect time!
June 25, 2014
My First Take On Unemployedpinoys (UEP) Online Work
On my research and data entry tasks given to me by UEP (www.unemployedpinoys.com), I use Google to do the researches and then enter the data into excel. I don't do it daily as I have other occupation to attend to, but on my vacant day, I devote the whole day for this task alone. I'm still managing my daily time as there were other online and offline jobs that are coming but I am planning to devote at least 2-3 hours per day for the UEP tasks.
I know I won't be able to earn that much right now as I am still fairly new to this community, however, based on the other tasks that UEP is giving to the members, I am also awara that earning potential can become at lot promising especially if I take this job seriously.
For instance, if my membership level is upgraded and I become a blogger for them, the maximum potential to earn is Php5,000.00 per article, so that's a lot already. This is where I am excited the most because I am taking blogging activity seriously at this time. As you know, there is a lot of ways to monetize your blog, and UEP is aware of that too and giving their members that opportunity. I am new to UEP, but I am already loving you... Kudos for that!
For the skeptics, if salary is an issue why you are still having second thoughts in joining the UEP community, you might give your third thoughts for this. I am still not in the position to say so, but who knows, this might become a major income distributor to an individual.
Still yet to find that out, but as for me, I am definitely going for it as while I still don't see any potential of this homebased opportunity in the light of long-term issue, might as well grab the opportunity while it is hot. As what they say, strike while the iron is hot!
By the way, in case you changed your mind and you decided to join anyway, I would like to remind you that you cannot join by simply signing-up. You need an existing member to refer you to UEP, and that's the only way for you to have your personal dashboard too. For the new readers of my blog, please do a back-reading of my posts for the requirements and other details to become a member of this Pinoy-base technology community.
Here are my referral details:
ID Number: MI201405-1185
Member Name: Jirlie Bajaro
For more information, please do visit this UEP link and do not forget to read their terms and conditions too.
I know I won't be able to earn that much right now as I am still fairly new to this community, however, based on the other tasks that UEP is giving to the members, I am also awara that earning potential can become at lot promising especially if I take this job seriously.
For instance, if my membership level is upgraded and I become a blogger for them, the maximum potential to earn is Php5,000.00 per article, so that's a lot already. This is where I am excited the most because I am taking blogging activity seriously at this time. As you know, there is a lot of ways to monetize your blog, and UEP is aware of that too and giving their members that opportunity. I am new to UEP, but I am already loving you... Kudos for that!
For the skeptics, if salary is an issue why you are still having second thoughts in joining the UEP community, you might give your third thoughts for this. I am still not in the position to say so, but who knows, this might become a major income distributor to an individual.
Still yet to find that out, but as for me, I am definitely going for it as while I still don't see any potential of this homebased opportunity in the light of long-term issue, might as well grab the opportunity while it is hot. As what they say, strike while the iron is hot!
By the way, in case you changed your mind and you decided to join anyway, I would like to remind you that you cannot join by simply signing-up. You need an existing member to refer you to UEP, and that's the only way for you to have your personal dashboard too. For the new readers of my blog, please do a back-reading of my posts for the requirements and other details to become a member of this Pinoy-base technology community.
Here are my referral details:
ID Number: MI201405-1185
Member Name: Jirlie Bajaro
For more information, please do visit this UEP link and do not forget to read their terms and conditions too.
June 22, 2014
Legitimate Online Data Entry Jobs For Pinoys (Online Work)
On my previous post, I have mentioned that you too can take an online research and data entry job at UEP or Unemploypinoys. Yes, that's right, it's for everybody out there who is at least 15 - 45 years old and who wants to have an add-on work-at-home job opportunity. Aside from this age requirement, you only need to have the following:
You need to register as a member in order for you to receive weekly tasks for a year. A registration of Three Hundred Fifty Pesos (Php350.00) shall be required for your personal dashboard to be activated. The dashboard shall be your platform where you can see you task for the week and your earnings. Don't worry as this registration is done only once a year. This fee is used by UEP to sustain its system and resources while the members are using them for their work-at-home job.
In exchange of this fairly nominal fee, you get twenty-four (24) tasks which you will be working on a weekly basis for the whole year. The tasks would be entirely up to you if you want to take them as your part-time or full-time online job, as long as you complete each task at a given date of deadline of submission. You also have the option not to take the job, by which case, no payment shall be received from UEP. Theirs is a NO WORK, NO PAY POLICY, so better check first if you are amenable by this.
Explore their Website
I will be elaborating more about UEP on my succeding posts, but if you want more information, kindly explore their website, www.unemployedpinoys.com. After exploring the site and you decided to also join the program, please read their TERMS AND CONDITIONS here so that you would know what to expect before signing up.
Referral By Member
And oh, please be reminded that you cannot join the program by simply signing up. You need to be referred by an existing member in order for your application to be accepted. This is UEP's another way for the members to earn more. Since you are already in my blog, please use my details below for your referral should you desire to sign-up:
If you are doubting about the legitimacy of this Pinoy-based community and the research and data entry job it provides to the Filipinos, don't worry, as this is purely legitimate and working. UEP is DTI-registered under the Business Name of SPLUNKEEZ INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY, meaning this is not a scam. You can also take a look at the screenshot below:
photo credit: Seeking Savvy
If you have more questions, kindly leave comments below.
Earning Potential
I do not guarantee how much you will earn, as it depends on how frequent you would want to work on the tasks. However, earning potential is a maximum of Php2,100.00/week. Aside from the data entry jobs, you can also earn from blogging, off-site SEO linking, and referral. You can also get an incentive if you submit a well-placed, well-encoded reports. Salary is weekly and is sent via LBC courier.
Note: I have not received any earnings yet from this job as I have just started to work on my third task for the year and will be submitting my report on Thursday of this week. I failed to work on my first two (2) tasks as I was busy with other occupation; nevertheless, I am excited to continue working with the remaining twenty-one (21) tasks for the year and receive my weekly pays. As soon as I get my first payment, I promise to post a copy of the voucher.
- Internet connection at homeNo Dashboard, No Work Opportunity!
- Laptop or desktop set
- Registration fee of Php350.00 for your own dashboard to be activated.
You need to register as a member in order for you to receive weekly tasks for a year. A registration of Three Hundred Fifty Pesos (Php350.00) shall be required for your personal dashboard to be activated. The dashboard shall be your platform where you can see you task for the week and your earnings. Don't worry as this registration is done only once a year. This fee is used by UEP to sustain its system and resources while the members are using them for their work-at-home job.
In exchange of this fairly nominal fee, you get twenty-four (24) tasks which you will be working on a weekly basis for the whole year. The tasks would be entirely up to you if you want to take them as your part-time or full-time online job, as long as you complete each task at a given date of deadline of submission. You also have the option not to take the job, by which case, no payment shall be received from UEP. Theirs is a NO WORK, NO PAY POLICY, so better check first if you are amenable by this.
Explore their Website
I will be elaborating more about UEP on my succeding posts, but if you want more information, kindly explore their website, www.unemployedpinoys.com. After exploring the site and you decided to also join the program, please read their TERMS AND CONDITIONS here so that you would know what to expect before signing up.
Referral By Member
And oh, please be reminded that you cannot join the program by simply signing up. You need to be referred by an existing member in order for your application to be accepted. This is UEP's another way for the members to earn more. Since you are already in my blog, please use my details below for your referral should you desire to sign-up:
Full Name: JIRLIE BAJARODTI Registration
UEP Member ID: MI201405-1185
If you are doubting about the legitimacy of this Pinoy-based community and the research and data entry job it provides to the Filipinos, don't worry, as this is purely legitimate and working. UEP is DTI-registered under the Business Name of SPLUNKEEZ INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY, meaning this is not a scam. You can also take a look at the screenshot below:
photo credit: Seeking Savvy
If you have more questions, kindly leave comments below.
Earning Potential
I do not guarantee how much you will earn, as it depends on how frequent you would want to work on the tasks. However, earning potential is a maximum of Php2,100.00/week. Aside from the data entry jobs, you can also earn from blogging, off-site SEO linking, and referral. You can also get an incentive if you submit a well-placed, well-encoded reports. Salary is weekly and is sent via LBC courier.
Note: I have not received any earnings yet from this job as I have just started to work on my third task for the year and will be submitting my report on Thursday of this week. I failed to work on my first two (2) tasks as I was busy with other occupation; nevertheless, I am excited to continue working with the remaining twenty-one (21) tasks for the year and receive my weekly pays. As soon as I get my first payment, I promise to post a copy of the voucher.
June 10, 2014
Why I Dropped My Corporate Job And Went Back To Homebased Online Work
On my recent post, I was enthusiastic about going back to blogging which I have neglected for a few years after I took myself a traditional eight-to-five day job, as a Human Resource Department Head at a local distributor company. This company was the first to tap my services after I successfully completed my Bachelor's Degree, so I would forever be grateful to them for trusting and believing in me. However, much as how appreciative as I was for the opportunity and the trust reposed upon me by my former management to handle such crucial position, I was having concerns with this job:
Lots of sacrifices had been made, so I know I simply had to make a choice: TO LEAVE THE JOB OR NOT TO LEAVE THE JOB!
After a lot of decision-making and meditation done, I had finally succumbed to the nagging inner voice inside my head, saying, "Go back to being a freelancer and do whatever you love to do and earn, and spend more time with your family at the same time!"
And so, armed with dreams and visions vividly etched in my head, I finally mustered all my courage and gracefully said my goodbye to the Company.
Of course, I went through the lengthy process of turning over my position and training my replacement after that. Nevertheless, it was all worth it. In fact, it was the best decision I had ever made in my entire career life if only because I have now more freedom of time to finally focus on my entrepreneurial self and maximize my earning potential by using the internet.
FIRST STEP INTO TIME-FREEDOM
After finally leaving the traditional office, I had set up my computer and internet set and initiated the entrepreneurial goals by resurrecting this blog and looking for a part-time homebased online job. This initial attempt landed me this research and data entry job*, my very first online job after quitting that office job.
I had taken it as just a part-time online job as I'm more focused on getting myself a full-time online homebased job, specifically Virtual Assistant job, and hopefully soon, on opening my first small homebased business as well, plus whatever part-time traditional or online job that I can still squeeze into.
Now, I'm all ready to start reaching for that dream, my goals and visions! The ball is entirely now in my hands! I have my own time, that I will manage without a boss constantly at my back, the opportunity to maximize my earning potential, while at the same time, looking after my kids and my family.
Now, that's what I call real freedom to work on one's own time and not on other's. The perks of being a homebased entrepreneur!
UNEMPLOYEDPINOYS COMMUNITY *Note: The research and data entry job that I was talking about is from www.unemployedpinoys.com, a Pinoy-based community that provides online homebased jobs to members, from data mining/entry to blogging tasks, with options to become part-time and full-time. I will write and explain more about this on my next post, but if you are also interested (yes, you can get this online job as well), kindly visit UNEMPLOYEDPINOYS.COM or UEP for more details.
THE DECISION-MAKING TIME
Physically and mentally draining but pays little. The job consumed most of my time each day, leaving my energy drained at the end of the day (or rather night), and most of the time, with lesser to spend for my children. This was the most difficult part especially since my daughter has already entered pre-school and is now in her Kinder 1 stage.
When I would come home at night from work, I would be so drained that I would go straight to my room to take a short nap and recharge; but, somehow, I would always end having long naps that there would be no more time for me to check on the progress of my daughter at school.
Ignoring the times when my daughter needed me on her first stage of education was the biggest regret... because I was always depleted with energy to move up and about. The one-day off, Sunday, was used to be the only day to stay at home and rest so nothing left for other extra-curricular activities as well except to pay go to church.Lesser time left for my other activities. With the time-consuming HR job, it afforded myself limited of my time, tied even... and this is one of the biggest disadvantages when we are working in a traditional office.
To attend to other aspects of my life (social, relationships, spiritual, the quest to continue learning and improving oneself) was simply a luxury for me as major part of my time was confined to someone else's hours for me to get paid for a living.
The job was a six-day-in-a-week routine and I was devoting 42% of my time at work; 30% to sleep (I needed minimum of seven (7) hours of sleep per day); and part of the 28% left was for my children and family; hence, very little for myself.No future stability. I always knew that it would be impossible for me to enjoy maximum earning potential with this job as aside from the low pay, I didn't have extra hours to even take sideline or part-time jobs.
Lots of sacrifices had been made, so I know I simply had to make a choice: TO LEAVE THE JOB OR NOT TO LEAVE THE JOB!
After a lot of decision-making and meditation done, I had finally succumbed to the nagging inner voice inside my head, saying, "Go back to being a freelancer and do whatever you love to do and earn, and spend more time with your family at the same time!"
And so, armed with dreams and visions vividly etched in my head, I finally mustered all my courage and gracefully said my goodbye to the Company.
Of course, I went through the lengthy process of turning over my position and training my replacement after that. Nevertheless, it was all worth it. In fact, it was the best decision I had ever made in my entire career life if only because I have now more freedom of time to finally focus on my entrepreneurial self and maximize my earning potential by using the internet.
FIRST STEP INTO TIME-FREEDOM
After finally leaving the traditional office, I had set up my computer and internet set and initiated the entrepreneurial goals by resurrecting this blog and looking for a part-time homebased online job. This initial attempt landed me this research and data entry job*, my very first online job after quitting that office job.
I had taken it as just a part-time online job as I'm more focused on getting myself a full-time online homebased job, specifically Virtual Assistant job, and hopefully soon, on opening my first small homebased business as well, plus whatever part-time traditional or online job that I can still squeeze into.
Now, I'm all ready to start reaching for that dream, my goals and visions! The ball is entirely now in my hands! I have my own time, that I will manage without a boss constantly at my back, the opportunity to maximize my earning potential, while at the same time, looking after my kids and my family.
Now, that's what I call real freedom to work on one's own time and not on other's. The perks of being a homebased entrepreneur!
UNEMPLOYEDPINOYS COMMUNITY *Note: The research and data entry job that I was talking about is from www.unemployedpinoys.com, a Pinoy-based community that provides online homebased jobs to members, from data mining/entry to blogging tasks, with options to become part-time and full-time. I will write and explain more about this on my next post, but if you are also interested (yes, you can get this online job as well), kindly visit UNEMPLOYEDPINOYS.COM or UEP for more details.
June 3, 2014
This Blog Is Soo Back!
It has been a long time. I thought I would never be able to 'resurrect' this blog ever since I diverted my field of career (though I had not totally shunned this blog at all to the farthest part of my mind and I had always known that I will be back). And as you can see, I am so here now and I love it!
When I decided to end my Human Resource career of nearly three (3) years, I know that there is only one place I would love to go back to, the online world. Yes, you read it right! I am back to the world that I once so focused about. I miss my online writing gigs, the blogging projects, accomplishing surveys, and all the other online activities.
Yes, I am now officially a home-based online freelancer once again! I so love it and I am super excited for the months and years to come. Finally, I had my thoughts focused on one thing. I knew all along that the home-based freelance industry is where I belong, what with two (2) kids and a family to attend to. Plus, my other love, my dream of starting an entrepreneurial career is just around the corner. I knew it the moment I decided to drop my Human Resource career that this is the perfect time to get all my thoughts together and start working on that long-term goal.
So, good luck to me! This is the start once again!
When I decided to end my Human Resource career of nearly three (3) years, I know that there is only one place I would love to go back to, the online world. Yes, you read it right! I am back to the world that I once so focused about. I miss my online writing gigs, the blogging projects, accomplishing surveys, and all the other online activities.
Yes, I am now officially a home-based online freelancer once again! I so love it and I am super excited for the months and years to come. Finally, I had my thoughts focused on one thing. I knew all along that the home-based freelance industry is where I belong, what with two (2) kids and a family to attend to. Plus, my other love, my dream of starting an entrepreneurial career is just around the corner. I knew it the moment I decided to drop my Human Resource career that this is the perfect time to get all my thoughts together and start working on that long-term goal.
So, good luck to me! This is the start once again!
November 11, 2009
"You Gotta See This" Video Contest by AMO
Just a few months ago, I had an eye checkup as I was already complaining about eye strain. During the checkup, I found out that my left eye has a blurred vision as compared to my right one. Luckily, the attendant told me that I don't need a pair of eyeglasses or contacts. Speaking of eye checkup, a friend who has an eye condition mentioned about Lasik and that she was thinking of it as her best option to replace the discomfort that her pair of spectacle brings to her when worn. I got curious about it that I googled it and based on my research, Lasik is an eye treatment procedure that will correct and repair your vision
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Incidentally, while I was researching I found out about a certain contest regarding laser vision correction. It is about “You Gotta See This” Video Contest, brought by Abbott Medical Optics Inc. (AMO). AMO has been a leader in laser vision correction and the people behind it wanted to help improve the lives of the people by offering solutions to eye problems. And by offering this contest, it is giving people the opportunity to be more aware of how they can have better lives by having better vision.
The contest is inviting participants to make and upload a video showing how an improved vision could change your life. Of course, the participants will have the chance to win cash and prizes. They can submit any video, as long as it falls under any of the categories:
• “My contacts are getting in the way of my good time”
• “My favorite sport or activity would be so much cooler with better vision”
• “You should see life after the iLASIK® Procedure”
The prizes at stake are as follows:
$5,000 Grand Prize
First Prize (one in each video category):
HDTV package — a $2,500 value
Second Prize (one in each video category):
The Flip UltraHD™ camcorder — a $199.99 value
To win, you can tell your friends and relatives to see and vote for your submitted video. The votes play a big factor to make your entry win one of those fabulous prizes. If you want to learn more about this contest, you can visit this site, iLASIK Video Contest.
I can't wait to see the participating videos and how the lives of the owners were transformed because of having a better vision, and of course, on who will win this contest. I can relate well to the advocacy of this contest because I can feel for the people experiencing the inconveniences because of suffering from poor vision. I hope that whoever reads this post will be inspired and will want to know more about AMO and iLasik.
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Incidentally, while I was researching I found out about a certain contest regarding laser vision correction. It is about “You Gotta See This” Video Contest, brought by Abbott Medical Optics Inc. (AMO). AMO has been a leader in laser vision correction and the people behind it wanted to help improve the lives of the people by offering solutions to eye problems. And by offering this contest, it is giving people the opportunity to be more aware of how they can have better lives by having better vision.
The contest is inviting participants to make and upload a video showing how an improved vision could change your life. Of course, the participants will have the chance to win cash and prizes. They can submit any video, as long as it falls under any of the categories:
• “My contacts are getting in the way of my good time”
• “My favorite sport or activity would be so much cooler with better vision”
• “You should see life after the iLASIK® Procedure”
The prizes at stake are as follows:
$5,000 Grand Prize
First Prize (one in each video category):
HDTV package — a $2,500 value
Second Prize (one in each video category):
The Flip UltraHD™ camcorder — a $199.99 value
To win, you can tell your friends and relatives to see and vote for your submitted video. The votes play a big factor to make your entry win one of those fabulous prizes. If you want to learn more about this contest, you can visit this site, iLASIK Video Contest.
I can't wait to see the participating videos and how the lives of the owners were transformed because of having a better vision, and of course, on who will win this contest. I can relate well to the advocacy of this contest because I can feel for the people experiencing the inconveniences because of suffering from poor vision. I hope that whoever reads this post will be inspired and will want to know more about AMO and iLasik.
November 9, 2009
My 7th Month Pregnancy
I am now on my 7th month. I am starting to feel really heavy, though I really haven't had gained more than 5 lbs each month. As per my last weigh-in on Nov. 5, I was only at 110 lbs. My back is also starting to ache, perhaps from the weight inside my tummy. It is now easy for me to get tired whenever I am out just strolling at the mall. And unlike the last time, my baby is now stronger. She would do a 'somersault' inside my womb. She would kick really hard that sometimes the hit hurts and makes me gasp for some breath for a few seconds.
It has sometimes become uncomfortable for me, but I feel the fulfillment of being a mother nurturing her baby inside her womb. I must say that am enjoying all these inconveniences. Even the strong kicks and somersaults bring me unexplainable joy and pride in my heart. I can't describe the feeling every time she would move. I can't fathom the weird yet contented feeling whenever I feel uncomfortable because she feels heavy now. It's perhaps an emotion that only expecting women and moms can understand and share with me.
This is already my second pregnancy but it feels like it's my first, making me very excited to finally see and meet my baby girl. And the fact that Yad is also very excited for the baby to come out doubles my happiness and fulfillment. I can see it in his eyes whenever we would talk about her. He already has plans on how he would take care of his baby sister. I am thankful that he isn't the type of kids who get jealous whenever a new member of the family is born. He already talks about learning how to change diapers and how he would take care of his little sister.
Baby, we are happy that you came into our lives. You are a blessing that I know will keep our lives fulfilled, happy, and contented. You will become a reason for everyone of us to continue fighting whatever the odd is. You will become an inspiration to me, your Mommy, Kuya Yad, and Daddy D. We can't wait for you to come out into this world and share the goodness of what it can offer us. We love you, baby!
It has sometimes become uncomfortable for me, but I feel the fulfillment of being a mother nurturing her baby inside her womb. I must say that am enjoying all these inconveniences. Even the strong kicks and somersaults bring me unexplainable joy and pride in my heart. I can't describe the feeling every time she would move. I can't fathom the weird yet contented feeling whenever I feel uncomfortable because she feels heavy now. It's perhaps an emotion that only expecting women and moms can understand and share with me.
This is already my second pregnancy but it feels like it's my first, making me very excited to finally see and meet my baby girl. And the fact that Yad is also very excited for the baby to come out doubles my happiness and fulfillment. I can see it in his eyes whenever we would talk about her. He already has plans on how he would take care of his baby sister. I am thankful that he isn't the type of kids who get jealous whenever a new member of the family is born. He already talks about learning how to change diapers and how he would take care of his little sister.
Baby, we are happy that you came into our lives. You are a blessing that I know will keep our lives fulfilled, happy, and contented. You will become a reason for everyone of us to continue fighting whatever the odd is. You will become an inspiration to me, your Mommy, Kuya Yad, and Daddy D. We can't wait for you to come out into this world and share the goodness of what it can offer us. We love you, baby!
November 2, 2009
DCTV - This Is A Letter For You!
Dear DCTV,
Here, please take a look first at the image above. I have been getting used to seeing that page and it has been my companion for a week that I thought we've already made friends and that it'll stick with me for a long time just like a loyal friend would.
What happened to our sweet deal, huh? Have you checked the paper that we both signed more than a year ago?
I have been very pissed lately with you, DCTV. It's almost a week since my internet connection was off and also a week of interruptions on my freelance writing gigs. You promised to restore it last week, but what? Still nothing? And guess what? I have been having bouts of intermittent connections for the past months too, for reasons that I don't have any idea of. Okay, I give credits to you for sending technicians aboard to fix whatever is there to fix, but why do the same trouble has to come back again? I do think, this all happened because of your poor service commitment to your loyal clients. And again, here is my news, I have confirmed that you have not been attending to your server, particularly to where my IP is connected, causing my internet to get ruined. So, isn't that called poor service?
I hate at the thought that I am paying you a complete month's subscription fee but I cannot fully take advantage of the agreed unlimited supply of online connection. Shouldn't you be paying me back for the week's loss of service? Or since I've already settled my latest account, at least a discount for my next bill? To think that I've already bought a Globe Tattoo and made unnecessary expenses because of your poor service! Shouldn't you be reimbursing that as well? And lastly, shouldn't I be considering calling our signed deal off and changing the internet subscription company now?
A Pissed Customer,
Jirl
What happened to our sweet deal, huh? Have you checked the paper that we both signed more than a year ago?
I have been very pissed lately with you, DCTV. It's almost a week since my internet connection was off and also a week of interruptions on my freelance writing gigs. You promised to restore it last week, but what? Still nothing? And guess what? I have been having bouts of intermittent connections for the past months too, for reasons that I don't have any idea of. Okay, I give credits to you for sending technicians aboard to fix whatever is there to fix, but why do the same trouble has to come back again? I do think, this all happened because of your poor service commitment to your loyal clients. And again, here is my news, I have confirmed that you have not been attending to your server, particularly to where my IP is connected, causing my internet to get ruined. So, isn't that called poor service?
I hate at the thought that I am paying you a complete month's subscription fee but I cannot fully take advantage of the agreed unlimited supply of online connection. Shouldn't you be paying me back for the week's loss of service? Or since I've already settled my latest account, at least a discount for my next bill? To think that I've already bought a Globe Tattoo and made unnecessary expenses because of your poor service! Shouldn't you be reimbursing that as well? And lastly, shouldn't I be considering calling our signed deal off and changing the internet subscription company now?
A Pissed Customer,
Jirl
October 27, 2009
Let's Make Our Travel Dream Come True With Accor Hotels 3-Day Super Sale Asia Pacific
Traveling to places abroad is a dream that is hard to achieve especially for the individuals who have always lived a 'make-ends-meet' lifestyle. There are just too many basic expenses and bills to take care of, that thinking of spending huge money over travels seemed not a very good idea at all.
I myself have been dying to go to Thailand, Korea, Japan and New Zealand for several years now, but I still can't because of financial constraints as one of the primary reasons. The fact that I am going to give birth to a baby girl in three months time doesn't help either. And the thought of the hospital bills, medicines, infant milk, diapers, baby essentials, and others makes traveling out of the options for another year or so.
Going out of the country is not exactly cheap, knowing how expensive hotel room rates are, not to mention the cost of a round-trip plane tickets was once so sky high. It is a good thing for us nowadays here in the Philippines that low ticket airfares have become available ever since the local airline companies begun sending out promotional campaigns to allow and help people of nearly all walks of life achieve their dream of flying.
Not a long time ago, plane tickets were so absurdly expensive that only the privileged ones can avail of the air flight. But now, everyone is given the chance to travel via air. In fact, many of my friends and colleagues already took the advantage and had been to Hongkong, Singapore, Thailand, and Cambodia because of the local airline companies' low ticket costs promotional campaign.
And now that another inexpensive travel campaign courtesy of Accor Hotels 3-Day Super Sale Asia Pacific has recently been released, traveling abroad has become very flexible for a majority of the people. Yes, if you have been waiting for this kind of opportunity, you can avail now because from October 27-30, there are super low room rates starting from US$30/night offered by this campaign.
There are over a million room nights which will be held on sale, and can be availed at participating hotels in the world's most exciting cities of Asia Pacific, including:
With this promotional campaign, plus the low airplane ticket rates, I know it will be possible for me as well to make one of my dreams come true in the near future. I just hope though that similar campaign will be released in the future when I am ready to take long travel time. In the meantime, I will regularly check the website for updates.
Bon voyage to us all!
I myself have been dying to go to Thailand, Korea, Japan and New Zealand for several years now, but I still can't because of financial constraints as one of the primary reasons. The fact that I am going to give birth to a baby girl in three months time doesn't help either. And the thought of the hospital bills, medicines, infant milk, diapers, baby essentials, and others makes traveling out of the options for another year or so.
Going out of the country is not exactly cheap, knowing how expensive hotel room rates are, not to mention the cost of a round-trip plane tickets was once so sky high. It is a good thing for us nowadays here in the Philippines that low ticket airfares have become available ever since the local airline companies begun sending out promotional campaigns to allow and help people of nearly all walks of life achieve their dream of flying.
Not a long time ago, plane tickets were so absurdly expensive that only the privileged ones can avail of the air flight. But now, everyone is given the chance to travel via air. In fact, many of my friends and colleagues already took the advantage and had been to Hongkong, Singapore, Thailand, and Cambodia because of the local airline companies' low ticket costs promotional campaign.
And now that another inexpensive travel campaign courtesy of Accor Hotels 3-Day Super Sale Asia Pacific has recently been released, traveling abroad has become very flexible for a majority of the people. Yes, if you have been waiting for this kind of opportunity, you can avail now because from October 27-30, there are super low room rates starting from US$30/night offered by this campaign.
There are over a million room nights which will be held on sale, and can be availed at participating hotels in the world's most exciting cities of Asia Pacific, including:
- Thailand
- Korea
- China
- Japan
- HongKong
- Australia
- Singapore
- Vietnam
- Malaysia
- New Zealand
- Fiji
- Indonesia
- Taiwan
- India
- Bali
- Sofitel
- Pullman
- Grand Mercure
- Novotel
- Mercure
- All Seasons, and
- Ibis hotels
With this promotional campaign, plus the low airplane ticket rates, I know it will be possible for me as well to make one of my dreams come true in the near future. I just hope though that similar campaign will be released in the future when I am ready to take long travel time. In the meantime, I will regularly check the website for updates.
Bon voyage to us all!
And Yes, They Are Right! It's A Baby Girl!
After six months of guessing, I am finally certain about the gender of my baby. It's a baby girl! I'm so thrilled after the OB-Gyne/Sonologist told me the ultrasound result showed a female in the scan. You could just imagine how I am exhilarated at the thought that on February 01, 2010 I am going to give birth to a baby girl I have been waiting all my life. Now, I feel complete. With Yad and his baby sister, I am so thankful to the Lord for giving me this blessing!
October 25, 2009
October 22, 2009
My 2nd Ultrasound
I underwent my second ultrasound this afternoon. As I've mentioned in my last post, I wasn't supposed to undergo another test yet, but since I was really eager and excited to learn of my 2nd baby's gender, I urged my OB-Gyne to give me a recommendation. So, at 3:00PM this afternoon, the sonologist had a run over my belly with her apparatus to scan it. Boy, was I surprised with the result, or more appropriately, the discovery of my present pregnancy condition. It wasn't something that I would wish for, or any mom would for that matter, but I was really stunned after the sonologist announced it. It never crossed my mind until today that my condition would be like this, but I hope it would still change. I am not ready to divulge about it here unless I had a talk with my OB-Gyne first, so I am going to have an early checkup this week because this is something that I wasn't prepared for.
About the gender of the baby, I'll write about it in my next post.
About the gender of the baby, I'll write about it in my next post.
October 17, 2009
They Say I Am Going To Have A Baby Girl! :-)
I've been meaning to post something here for the last two weeks, but it just happened now. Pardon me again for that as I only found myself willing to put another entry here today. There has been much going on lately with me and it was expected since I am into another relevant phase of my life.
Regarding my pregnancy, I am now on my 24th week (as per my last visit to my OB-gyne on October 7th, she told me I was on my way to 23-24 week), or perhaps older. I and Daddy R found it confusing as we thought I am still a little early on my pregnancy. But if that's what the OB said, so be it. I don't want to do more computations for now. All I'm waiting is February 2, 2010, the baby's due to come out.
I found my second pregnancy way easier to handle than my first. In fact, after going through the first semester which involved a lot of morning sickness and other unpleasant experiences, I am now really enjoying this whole thing. I am so excited for the baby to come out. Perhaps, one big factor for this excitement is the fact that almost all of my colleagues I bump into believe I am gonna have a baby girl this time because of the aura I exude.
As most of my friends already knew, I have been desperately longing to have a baby girl - largely because I don't have a sister; and all my life, was deprived of the stuff that usually shared between two girl siblings. You could just imagine how I long to be with at least a sister to share clothes, gossips and heartaches with.
All my pre-pubescent, teenage, and adult life, there was never a sister to consult with and so at the back of my mind, I was partly (only partly) blaming my being a unica hija in the family to lack the needed factors during my growing up as a female. I mean, my mother could have replaced a sister's position, but I always thought she can never do that since it's so different. So, perhaps you see now why I have been so obsessed at having a baby girl?
If this baby comes out of my womb with a feminine genitalia, I would probably be the merriest mom on the world. Not that I'm being unfair or biased here or I'd be disappointed if it's gonna be a boy, since I knew in my heart I would still be the merriest mom come February 2 regardless of the gender; but the thought of having a baby girl just couldn't get through me.
It really electrifies more my anticipation to bond with her for the rest of her life. I knew it would be like having a dream come true for me. Dressing her up, guiding her until she grows up and becomes the fine woman every man will adore and respect, and simply just talking to her like we're buddies, are thoughts that touch and extend my already uplifted-due-to-my-pregnancy emotions.
Daddy R wanted another baby boy and said we could have a girl for the third member of the siblings. But, given the rather complex situation, I am not banking on that chance that is likely or unlikely to happen in the future. Obviously, we were having conflicted interests when it comes to kids, but in fairness to him, he has said twice that whatever it is to come out, we will welcome with the whole of our hearts. If it's a girl, the favor was on me. If it's a boy, then it's his. Whatever it is, this second baby is another greatest thing that happened to our lives, next to Yad.
Because I can't contain my excitement, I am going to undergo an ultrasound come Monday to determine the gender of the baby even if the OB-gyne did not think it was a good idea at this stage. She said that I could have the test next month so we'd have clear results, but no, I want to know now. I am just too excited that I cannot sleep on this thought each evening. So, goodluck to us, Daddy R! Whoever's favor wins, we are gonna have a helluva new life with our second tot!
Baby, I am so excited, so please show up your cute little, ehem, genitals as mommy is having her ultrasound examinations, alright? We love you so much!
Regarding my pregnancy, I am now on my 24th week (as per my last visit to my OB-gyne on October 7th, she told me I was on my way to 23-24 week), or perhaps older. I and Daddy R found it confusing as we thought I am still a little early on my pregnancy. But if that's what the OB said, so be it. I don't want to do more computations for now. All I'm waiting is February 2, 2010, the baby's due to come out.
I found my second pregnancy way easier to handle than my first. In fact, after going through the first semester which involved a lot of morning sickness and other unpleasant experiences, I am now really enjoying this whole thing. I am so excited for the baby to come out. Perhaps, one big factor for this excitement is the fact that almost all of my colleagues I bump into believe I am gonna have a baby girl this time because of the aura I exude.As most of my friends already knew, I have been desperately longing to have a baby girl - largely because I don't have a sister; and all my life, was deprived of the stuff that usually shared between two girl siblings. You could just imagine how I long to be with at least a sister to share clothes, gossips and heartaches with.
All my pre-pubescent, teenage, and adult life, there was never a sister to consult with and so at the back of my mind, I was partly (only partly) blaming my being a unica hija in the family to lack the needed factors during my growing up as a female. I mean, my mother could have replaced a sister's position, but I always thought she can never do that since it's so different. So, perhaps you see now why I have been so obsessed at having a baby girl?
If this baby comes out of my womb with a feminine genitalia, I would probably be the merriest mom on the world. Not that I'm being unfair or biased here or I'd be disappointed if it's gonna be a boy, since I knew in my heart I would still be the merriest mom come February 2 regardless of the gender; but the thought of having a baby girl just couldn't get through me.
It really electrifies more my anticipation to bond with her for the rest of her life. I knew it would be like having a dream come true for me. Dressing her up, guiding her until she grows up and becomes the fine woman every man will adore and respect, and simply just talking to her like we're buddies, are thoughts that touch and extend my already uplifted-due-to-my-pregnancy emotions.
Daddy R wanted another baby boy and said we could have a girl for the third member of the siblings. But, given the rather complex situation, I am not banking on that chance that is likely or unlikely to happen in the future. Obviously, we were having conflicted interests when it comes to kids, but in fairness to him, he has said twice that whatever it is to come out, we will welcome with the whole of our hearts. If it's a girl, the favor was on me. If it's a boy, then it's his. Whatever it is, this second baby is another greatest thing that happened to our lives, next to Yad.Because I can't contain my excitement, I am going to undergo an ultrasound come Monday to determine the gender of the baby even if the OB-gyne did not think it was a good idea at this stage. She said that I could have the test next month so we'd have clear results, but no, I want to know now. I am just too excited that I cannot sleep on this thought each evening. So, goodluck to us, Daddy R! Whoever's favor wins, we are gonna have a helluva new life with our second tot!
Baby, I am so excited, so please show up your cute little, ehem, genitals as mommy is having her ultrasound examinations, alright? We love you so much!
October 3, 2009
Busted Desktop!
After a few days of being offline, I am back. The reason of my "absence," is due to a busted desktop. Yes, my desktop went useless after it's hard disk got stuck up. I made several attempts to make it work, hoping it was just a mild technical problem that goes away after I allowed my desktop to rest for a while. Unfortunately, only for futile efforts. I remember posting an entry here days back about requiring a new memory as my computer was starting to act up. Now, it turned out it needed a different computer replacement part.
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After coaxing the husband of my cousin Weng to check my computer, we found out that I need a new hard drive. Waaahhh! That spells shelling a few thousands of pesos! Too bad for me because I was trying to save up for the past days to pay a yearlong debt to a friend, and for the expenses I am about to occur in the near future for my plans of moving out. Added to the injury is the fact that I can no longer retrieve all the files I compiled since 2006. Great!
But since it is through this desktop and my internet connection where I earn some moolah from my freelance gigs, I have no choice but to buy a new hard disk. So, much as I hate parting with some of my of earned money, I went out late this afternoon to buy a new hard drive. Found one, got it installed, for free because Lan won't charge me a dime for his services (Thanks to you!). So I am here once again.
Sigh! The downside of technologies! You gotta maintain them to give you good functioning life for a long while. And when you mean maintenance, it involves doing upgrades, periodic checkups, taking good care of what you do with them, and so on and so forth. Anyway, I'm just a little lucky that I got some ready cash to spend for this necessity.
Now, I am here to accept freelance writing gigs again. Sigh, if only we no longer need freelance gigs here! Anyway, I am thankful that there are freelance jobs available, so work-at-home moms, like me, can still earn money while steady employment is not for me to take yet.
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After coaxing the husband of my cousin Weng to check my computer, we found out that I need a new hard drive. Waaahhh! That spells shelling a few thousands of pesos! Too bad for me because I was trying to save up for the past days to pay a yearlong debt to a friend, and for the expenses I am about to occur in the near future for my plans of moving out. Added to the injury is the fact that I can no longer retrieve all the files I compiled since 2006. Great!
But since it is through this desktop and my internet connection where I earn some moolah from my freelance gigs, I have no choice but to buy a new hard disk. So, much as I hate parting with some of my of earned money, I went out late this afternoon to buy a new hard drive. Found one, got it installed, for free because Lan won't charge me a dime for his services (Thanks to you!). So I am here once again.
Sigh! The downside of technologies! You gotta maintain them to give you good functioning life for a long while. And when you mean maintenance, it involves doing upgrades, periodic checkups, taking good care of what you do with them, and so on and so forth. Anyway, I'm just a little lucky that I got some ready cash to spend for this necessity.
Now, I am here to accept freelance writing gigs again. Sigh, if only we no longer need freelance gigs here! Anyway, I am thankful that there are freelance jobs available, so work-at-home moms, like me, can still earn money while steady employment is not for me to take yet.
September 24, 2009
Mystery Shoppers Wanted!
Out of boredom, I opened the Facebook application, Restaurant City, to entertain myself a little early this afternoon. While it was loading, I noticed the ad placed at the right part of the page named "Mystery Shoppers Wanted." I have a vague notion of what mystery shoppers are so it caught my interest. I clicked on it to see what it was about and seconds later was directed into this site. Click if you want to see.
I know there are existing real mystery shopping jobs out there, but this one wasn't anywhere near it. Let me tell you how I found this out:
If you open the site, you will find a testimonial story of a certain Rosario Bautista, attesting to the fact how she earned quite a huge sum of money (Php70,000 after only a week, what the heck!) allegedly coming from Google by simply posting links.
Yes, you read it right. Google, the giant internet company. I know Google pays people posting links, but only via Adsense. And you have to have a blog or website in order to become a member. I'm a legitimate Adsense member myself, but to this date I haven't earned a dime (that's because of my blog's anonymity for quite a while).
To continue my story, I got excited and interested (who wouldn't when you are promised to earn quick cash by doing simple instructions?). I then opened the site she claimed the reason of her quick cash flow. It's called "Internet Home Business Kit." Her story was supported by a number of comments/testimonials how it likewise worked for them so it even fueled my excitement. If you too got interested after reading it and convinced by the simple instructions, I don't blame you, because I myself was already on the verge of filling out the needed information. It's a good thing that I stopped to do some precautionary measures first. So, don't just fill out any information yet, especially the credit card section.
As many of my friends know what I have been doing for a living while I am unemployed and a student at the moment, I have been writing web articles of different topics, which included online opportunities, homebased residual income opportunities, work-at-home online jobs, etc. etc. Why I am telling you this? Because this job has given me lots of advantages other than financial benefits, specifically as it is through some of my freelance writing gigs that I got indirectly and a little educated yet enough for me to identify legitimate from illegitimate homebased online jobs.
So while I am guilty at believing for a minute that this "Internet Home Business Kit" might be legitimate and so tried filling out that form, I did the first thing that I always do before hitting the submit button (or joining any earn money online scheme), research before proceeding.
What did I find? For experienced online people (like me?), you guessed it right:
Yes, IT IS PURE SCAM!
The Facebook ad "Mystery Shoppers Wanted" is misleading. And more importantly, illegitimate too because the site is run by some people belonging to category of freeloaders, scammers, and fraudsters. They make their evilish intentions work by directing you to input very minimal yet confidential information, such as your Visa or Mastercard information, and promising to send you a free kit with instructions how to earn online money from Google in exchange of a measly USD3.99 for the shipping fee. It turned out, that system charges your credit or debit card higher. If you already filled that form out, chances are, your card is already debited with as high as USD88.00 or even more.
And, pun intended, congratulations! Because you just recently became the victim of those unscrupulous, evilish freeloaders/fraudsters!
Here's the lesson I learned a long time ago:
If you are inexperienced in the field of legitimate online work at home jobs, beware at filling out forms, and by golly, at paying any amount, no matter how little or big, without doing a research first. While there are numerous kinds of legitimate online homebased jobs, a double or triple even of that number is alloted for scammers.
So, addicted Facebookers, and even non-facebookers yet frequent online users, be very aware and don't just get easily smitten by those false misleading claims. Educate yourself about this matter. There are lots of information you can get from the internet, don't just turn on your desktop and use waste it to Facebook, Youtube, download, chat, and social network. Research, research, research, and research!
Read the supporting article I researched for this issue.
September 22, 2009
Does He Remember Today Is Our Appointment With The Doctor?
It was only last night that I remember today is my monthly pre-natal checkup. If I didn't remember this important pregnancy date until last night, I am more than a hundred percent it never crossed Daddy R's mind that he gotta be here today.
Being a pregnant mommy, I always want the daddy of my baby to be with me always, especially during my monthly checkups and when I am craving for something to eat or when I am going to shop maternity or baby clothes/essentials, or other pregnancy-related activities. But as hard the situation that it is today, I can't always get what I want now. He is so busy that I have to always remind him whenever I need him to accompany me to the doctor and share the experiences of dealing with this whole pregnancy.
"..Sometimes, I can't help but take pity because of the thought that why do I have to go alone when we did and wanted this together?"
I always believe that it is a conjugal interest or initiative or obligation, or whatever you call it, for mom and dad to go to the OB together so both will have knowledge of the condition not only of the baby's but the mom's as well. I am not saying that dads have to come each time but I am more compelled to think that they should feel obliged especially to hear the first heartbeats of the baby, hold her hands during ultrasounds, learn of the baby's sex, check its anatomy, and other similar significant events.
Besides, it is bonding moment for us three together. I always feel great when Daddy R drives me to the clinic and supports me when I have to go into the cubicle of the OB-gyne. Somehow, it gives me the sense of security, protection, care, and love. I always treasure the moment that he has to get himself involved during my second pregnancy. After all, he wasn't there the entire time when I was doing the same with Yad, our first-born, was he?
"...Would it be unfair for me to assume or expect he would be more than thrilled now to share this whole experience since we never get to during my first pregnancy of Yad and so this second has become our real 'first family experience?' Forgive me, but I feel terribly devastated now. Sob!"
During my previous prenatal visits, I don't care if I look like a nagging partner just to convince him to go with me and we do it together. But today, I don't feel like doing the same. As proud as I always am, I get tired of constantly reminding him that today is my checkup so he needs to stop whatever he is doing and accompany me. I get tired of the thought that he is not thinking enough of us to always forget this special date. And so, my pained ego says again, don't make the first move...
... And yet, I don't want to go alone... What am I gonna do?:-(
" ...It saddens me to think that his business and other occupancies matter more to him than us. It depresses me to think that money comes first before family."
Now, I'm really having second thoughts as to contact Daddy R and remind him that today is our appointment with the doctor. I really want him to remember and contact me first. How happy and fulfilled would I feel if he calls me first and asks me to prepare because we have to go to the doctor now.
"...Sigh. I feel so discontented... though it is not so right."
I know I have to be positive with all these things, but yeah, of course, I never forget it and I am always full of hope albeit it doesn't always manifest because I am always grumpy and critical towards him whenever we are together.
"But... If only he knew... that I feel so BLESSED that he is here for us now and is giving me a brand new joy with this second baby."
... I just wish he'd give me more reasons to keep feeling that way.
Lord, INSHALLAH!
September 21, 2009
God Has The Highest Good For Me, I Know...
Okay, I'm doing a quick post yet again for this day since my day is filled with hectic schedule, from school to an appointment/meeting with colleagues to dropping by some places for importat errands. I have to drop by at Yona's office at Circa to get an important document Ry had sent through his brother Rowell. By the way, Ry, thanks much! I owe you one for that. I also have to go to Peachy's house again to borrow some important documents which are necessary for my meeting later after lunch.
Anyway, back to why I am doing this quick post, I have browsed some Friendster pages this morning and I now realized I am regretting this action as it has done nothing but clouded my already shrouded/blackened emotions. Now, I am feeling very bad about something for the nth time, to the point that I am now holding back my tears. There's a huge lump in my throat that I am trying to gulp back with difficulty caused probably by the rising anger and pity in my heart.
After all those months, it still pains me a lot. I can't remember ever feeling this way. I can't believe this is happening to me. I don't know when I would ever overcome this nagging reality. I know it is unhealthy to wallow in anger and pity, not to mention that it could affect the precious thing I am carrying in my womb, but in times like this, I really can't help it.
There's always a time when I can't help but look back at what happened and wish I could turn back time or erase the memories so everything would go back to its normal life again. It is also during these times that I really need to gather all my strengths and guts so I can face all the troubles in my life. Or else, you will never see me smiling again.
There is no doubt that I can make things run the way I want them too, but I knew also that they
would not always be according to my will. All I know is that there is sunshine after the rain. Glory after sufferings. Light after darkness. And hope after pain. My baby and Yad alone are already one of the greatest blessings in my life. I am leaving it all up to God above. He knows what's best for me and He has this great plan documented in His book for my future. I may never knew it at this time, but I knew everything and everybody will be in the right places at the right time.
As what I would always say it: INSHALLAH!
September 18, 2009
Need A Memory
I'm having a problem with my desktop lately. There are times when it is so slow that I have to wait for a while before a page can load up. I have it reformatted not too long ago so I knew it wasn't about the virus. The internet connection service is also doing well. So, that makes me think I need to get an additional RAM, at least another 512MB, or 1GB.
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